had such a horrible yesterday/today
made me realize something about my sexuality though. I think I might be into girls more then guys. ever since I was young girls have made me rly nervous and get butterflies more then guys. still did for some boys too. usually more feminine guys. idk though, like there are some guys I like. but most ones I just want to be friends with and/or make-out with. and I know I’m not bi-sexual because I rly like femme trans* boys and other ppl that don’t stick with the gender binary. wouldn’t call myself pan-sexual though. idk I’m going to stop suppressing my thoughts about ppl that aren’t guys. I don’t feel the need to label my sexuality anything, and I’m not asking u to. I’m just kind of excited about this because I’m finally embracing it. I haven’t told a single person yet, this is my first step to accepting it.